Thursday, December 6, 2012
Friends Will Last Forever.
Haaaaay! Kamusta na ang dating bhebe's? Naninibago ata ako. :"(((
Wala lang, nahahalata ko lang na hindi na kami katulad ng dati.
Hindi na kami gaanong nakakapagkwentuhan, hindi na sabay-sabay pagkain ng lunch, kung kani-kanino na sumasama, nagsisikreto na, KAKAIBA ang barkada ngayon.
Haaaaay! Alam ko naman na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon maganda at in bond ang sitwasyon namin, pero nakakalungkot lang isipin na ganun nga, ayokong humantong sa magkakalayo ang mga loob namin.
Huhuu. Mahal na mahal ko yang mga kaibigan kong yan, mga mabubuti at napapatawa ako. ^_^
Sana nga kung maaari, iisa lang kami ng school sa college kaso parang imposible, iba-iba kasi kami ng gusto. Lahat syempre may pangarap, hindi naman all the time, friendship ang priority.
But I promise, I won't give up on bhebe's, ngayon pa't gagraduate na kami. I'll love them forever and cherish them. Sana naman maging strong pa yung bond namin, sana walang makalimot. Sana walang magbago ng landas, dapat sa tama lang tayo.
I hope our friendship will last forever. :DD
Dedicated to: Bhebe MJ, Lyra, Hazel, Krisia, Cyre, Rita, James, Shaira.
Wag niyong iisiping lalayo ako sa inyo kasi hindi magbabago ang pagtingin ko sa inyo. Mahal na mahal ko kayo bhebe's to infinity and beyond. :***
It's fun to shuffle. :))
Hihii. Still practicing the Lovey Dovey of T-ara. I still can't master it. LOL :DD
I'm into it. Yay! ^_^ More more practice.
Me and Pau want to dance it in our Christmas Party. A group performance in a program. It will be fun I know, but we don't know if there's someone who would like to join, to practice this everyday and to spent their hours for it. Haaay! I hope they'll join us. :DD
We'll tell next week. ;)
The link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ELl3OhrvTk
I downloaded it and put on my CP so that I can practice it anytime at home. :D
Hihii. Still practicing the Lovey Dovey of T-ara. I still can't master it. LOL :DD
I'm into it. Yay! ^_^ More more practice.
Me and Pau want to dance it in our Christmas Party. A group performance in a program. It will be fun I know, but we don't know if there's someone who would like to join, to practice this everyday and to spent their hours for it. Haaay! I hope they'll join us. :DD
We'll tell next week. ;)
The link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ELl3OhrvTk
I downloaded it and put on my CP so that I can practice it anytime at home. :D
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Did I Ask for Too Much?
Haaaaay!. So hopeless! :"(( I dunno what to think, what to do? Huhu.
It's all about my college. Let's name the schools as School A, B and C.
Ganto kasi yan, feeling ko kasi ayaw ako payagan ni Papa sa School A. Alam ko namang malayo pero sure na may accountancy na dun, meron na nga kaming dorm gawa ng mama ni Shai. At hindi naman magiging kasing-gastos ni Ate ang budget para sakin. Pero ayaw ni Papa kasi malayo daw at may school naman na malapit samin. Kaso ang problema ayoko sa School B gawa ng uniform, at maybe sawa na ko sa Sta.Cruz, super lapit lang kasi samin, pwedeng-pwedeng lakarin. Tsk. Lalong ayoko naman sa School C, hindi naman sa minamaliit ko ito pero alam kong maraming nag-aaral dito na hindi matino, yung as in below below. (No offense). Marami rin saming magkakaklase ang ayaw dun. Oo nga mura tuition sa both schools pero mura rin naman sa School A eh, good for accountancy na rin dun.
Nakakuha na ko ng test sa School A at mukhang papasa ako dun, pero mukang kahit pumasa ako dun, hindi parin gusto ni Papa. Alam ko naman ang nararamdaman ni Papa, oo, ang gastos na namin sa school pero hindi rin gaanong naiintindihan ni Papa yung nararamdaman ko. Kapag nag-uusap kami nagtatapos lang 'to sa "it's either School B or C".
Masama lang ang loob ko kasi, alam mo yung feeling na para kang tinitipid?. Sa school nga, pag may expenses, ako na ang nagbabayad, wag lang hihigit sa hundred. Aaminin ko, minsan naiinggit ako kay Ate kasi sa Manila s'ya, malayo sa household chores at malaya, it's up to her to budget the money nalang. Pero ako pagschool days, pagkagising ipaghahanda ko rin ng lunch kapatid ko. Pagkauwi naman maghuhugas ng pinggan, magsasaing. Alam mo yung feeling na nasasawa kana, sa araw-araw ganun at ganun lang din ang ginagawa mo? Every weekends naman, syempre maglalaba, minsan solo nalang ako, minsan natutulungan ng 2 kapatid. Sinong naglilinis ng bahay? Ako! Asan ba ang mama ko? Nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Ang hirap ng wala kang katulong sa bahay. Minsan nga naiisip ko, parang ako na ang Ate. Hindi ba nila alam na nahihirapan rin ako, nakikita kasi nilang malakas at masipag ako kaya ganun, hindi niyo ko pwedeng hayaan lang. Balang araw, magsasawa rin ako, people change. Pero hindi ko ata kayang talikuran ang pamilya ko.
Inaamin ko, ang selfish ng mga dahilan ko na mag-aral sa School A, kasi gusto ko lang naman na magbago yung takbo ng araw-araw ko, makatakas sa araw-araw na gawain, mamuhay mag-isa kahit ilang araw sa isang taon, makatakas sa responsibilidad bilang ate. Yun lang naman ang mga dahilan. Pero naisip ko rin na, kung sa School A ako mag-aaral, pano na ang kapatid ko, sino ang maghahanda ng lunch sa kanya, maghuhugas ng pinggan sa bahay, maglalaba, magpaplantsa, magsasaing, magiimis ng bahay araw-araw? Alam kong malaki na s'ya, he's 13, pero lalaki s'ya, anung alam nun sa mga ginagawa ko? Maiiwan si Papa at ang bunso kong kapatid na lalaki sa bahay. Naaawa ako. I'll be really selfish if I do choose to be in School A. Tinanong ko si Mama once about this, sabi n'ya na may mag-aalaga naman kay Hans at sa bahay. But no! Hindi rin yun kakayanin ng kapatid ko, snobbish at makulit yun ih. At pano nalang yung mga anak ng mag-aalaga kay Hans? Naawa rin ako. Mga pinsan ko kasi sila. Sa tingin ko, isa 'to sa mga dahilan kung bakit ayaw ako palayuin ni Papa, dahil sa mga responsibilidad sa bahay at sa kapatid ko. Naiintindihan ko naman, pero sa loob ng 2 taon ganun lang ang ginagawa ko, gusto kong magpahinga muna, yung as in pag-aaral lang muna at sarili ang iisipin ko. BUT, i'll be really SELFISH. I know I can't leave my family behind.
So I just decided, kahapon lang after a long period of thinking, na sa School B nalang ako mag-aaral, kahit maikli ang skirt, kahit hindi malayo, ok na sa akin. Naisip ko rin naman na, makakapag-ipon ako, makakauwi ng maaga at makakapagpahinga, at may chance maging scholar. Dun nalang kasi alam kong mahihirapan lang si Papa, hindi ko nalang muna iisipin ang sarili ko. Tutal marami rin naman akong mga kaibigan na don mag-aaral. Pero pero...
Bakit napasaklap naman ata, pumayag na nga ako sa School B eh, pero mas gusto pa ni Papa sa School C? Tsk. Tsk. Kahapon kasi tinext ko si Papa about that. Sa School C nalang daw, sure na may accountancy (sa School B kasi hindi sure) at makakakuha pa ko ng scholarship. Aisxt! Tinitipid nga ako! Nakakainis. Pumayag na nga ako sa School B eh! Tsk. Sabi ni Papa, nasa bata daw yun hindi sa school. Eh kahit na, alam ko naman yun, eh ang mga estudyante kaya dun eh below below kaya ayoko dun, maraming may ayaw dun. Sino bang gaganahan mag-aral dun, kung ayaw mo?. Aaaarrrrgh! Hindi naiintindihan ni Papa. >_< We really need to talk.
Did I ask for too much? Maayos-ayos na school lang naman ang hinihiling ko eh, hindi na nga ako nagtake-up ng exams sa Manila lalo na sa school na gusto ko, PUP dahil magaling sila sa accountancy.Parang hindi ako kilala ni Papa, matataas ang mga pangarap ko, naming magkakapatid. Sana maintindihan naman ako ni Papa, sa kanya rin mapupunta ang lahat ng tagumpay namin balang araw. Minsan nga iniiwasan ko nalang magkwento kahit isa akong makuwentong tao kasi feeling ko minsan, hindi naman nakikinig si Papa, o minsan magkukuwento nga ako pero malilimutan din kinabukasan. Naiiyak ako. At sa tuwing pinapagalitan kami ni Hans, umiiyak ako kasi hindi namin yun ginusto, hindi ko ginustong akuin ang responsibilidad sa bahay. Kapag napapagod ako, gusto kong isisi kay Mama, sana natutulungan n'ya kasi ako. Solo lang akong babae sa bahay, hirap kaya. Namimiss ko na yung dating kami, yung lahat nasa bahay, si Papa nagtatrabaho at pag-uuwi s'ya, sasalubungin naming lahat. Pero mga bata pa kami nun, lumalaki na rin kasi kami.
Naiyak na ako ngayon, hindi ko mapigilan. Marami kasing tumatakbo sa isip ko, nalilito ako.
Naawa ako sa sitwasyon ni Papa pero sana nakikita n'ya ring nahihirapan ako. Sana maintindihan n'ya rin ako. Alam ko, walang dapat sisihin, meron nga d'yan nagtatrabaho na't hindi nakapag-aral. Hindi nakakakain at nagugutom. Walang may kasalanan. Lilipas rin 'tong lungkot ko.
Pasensya na napahaba, gusto ko lang maglabas ng saloobin dahil gusto ko na itong ipagsigawaan, wala kasi akong makuwentuhan sa bahay, sino naman ang makikinig? Mga kaibigan ko naiintindihan ako pero nasa amin na daw ang desisyon tungkol dito! ^^ Kaya mamaya, me and Papa really need to talk para malaman na ang desisyon.
I love you Pa and thank you for everything. Sana payagan mo na ko sa School B, kahit tinalikuran ko na ang School A at ang future ko dun, ang mga schools na napili at nagustuhan ko. Sana huwag na n'ya akong ipilit sa School C. Sana sana sana.
#it's hard >_< so hopeless... :"(((((
Sana maintindihan nila ako! :(
Sana bumalik nalang ang lahat sa dati, yung sama-sama lang kami. ^_^
It's all about my college. Let's name the schools as School A, B and C.
Ganto kasi yan, feeling ko kasi ayaw ako payagan ni Papa sa School A. Alam ko namang malayo pero sure na may accountancy na dun, meron na nga kaming dorm gawa ng mama ni Shai. At hindi naman magiging kasing-gastos ni Ate ang budget para sakin. Pero ayaw ni Papa kasi malayo daw at may school naman na malapit samin. Kaso ang problema ayoko sa School B gawa ng uniform, at maybe sawa na ko sa Sta.Cruz, super lapit lang kasi samin, pwedeng-pwedeng lakarin. Tsk. Lalong ayoko naman sa School C, hindi naman sa minamaliit ko ito pero alam kong maraming nag-aaral dito na hindi matino, yung as in below below. (No offense). Marami rin saming magkakaklase ang ayaw dun. Oo nga mura tuition sa both schools pero mura rin naman sa School A eh, good for accountancy na rin dun.
Nakakuha na ko ng test sa School A at mukhang papasa ako dun, pero mukang kahit pumasa ako dun, hindi parin gusto ni Papa. Alam ko naman ang nararamdaman ni Papa, oo, ang gastos na namin sa school pero hindi rin gaanong naiintindihan ni Papa yung nararamdaman ko. Kapag nag-uusap kami nagtatapos lang 'to sa "it's either School B or C".
Masama lang ang loob ko kasi, alam mo yung feeling na para kang tinitipid?. Sa school nga, pag may expenses, ako na ang nagbabayad, wag lang hihigit sa hundred. Aaminin ko, minsan naiinggit ako kay Ate kasi sa Manila s'ya, malayo sa household chores at malaya, it's up to her to budget the money nalang. Pero ako pagschool days, pagkagising ipaghahanda ko rin ng lunch kapatid ko. Pagkauwi naman maghuhugas ng pinggan, magsasaing. Alam mo yung feeling na nasasawa kana, sa araw-araw ganun at ganun lang din ang ginagawa mo? Every weekends naman, syempre maglalaba, minsan solo nalang ako, minsan natutulungan ng 2 kapatid. Sinong naglilinis ng bahay? Ako! Asan ba ang mama ko? Nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Ang hirap ng wala kang katulong sa bahay. Minsan nga naiisip ko, parang ako na ang Ate. Hindi ba nila alam na nahihirapan rin ako, nakikita kasi nilang malakas at masipag ako kaya ganun, hindi niyo ko pwedeng hayaan lang. Balang araw, magsasawa rin ako, people change. Pero hindi ko ata kayang talikuran ang pamilya ko.
Inaamin ko, ang selfish ng mga dahilan ko na mag-aral sa School A, kasi gusto ko lang naman na magbago yung takbo ng araw-araw ko, makatakas sa araw-araw na gawain, mamuhay mag-isa kahit ilang araw sa isang taon, makatakas sa responsibilidad bilang ate. Yun lang naman ang mga dahilan. Pero naisip ko rin na, kung sa School A ako mag-aaral, pano na ang kapatid ko, sino ang maghahanda ng lunch sa kanya, maghuhugas ng pinggan sa bahay, maglalaba, magpaplantsa, magsasaing, magiimis ng bahay araw-araw? Alam kong malaki na s'ya, he's 13, pero lalaki s'ya, anung alam nun sa mga ginagawa ko? Maiiwan si Papa at ang bunso kong kapatid na lalaki sa bahay. Naaawa ako. I'll be really selfish if I do choose to be in School A. Tinanong ko si Mama once about this, sabi n'ya na may mag-aalaga naman kay Hans at sa bahay. But no! Hindi rin yun kakayanin ng kapatid ko, snobbish at makulit yun ih. At pano nalang yung mga anak ng mag-aalaga kay Hans? Naawa rin ako. Mga pinsan ko kasi sila. Sa tingin ko, isa 'to sa mga dahilan kung bakit ayaw ako palayuin ni Papa, dahil sa mga responsibilidad sa bahay at sa kapatid ko. Naiintindihan ko naman, pero sa loob ng 2 taon ganun lang ang ginagawa ko, gusto kong magpahinga muna, yung as in pag-aaral lang muna at sarili ang iisipin ko. BUT, i'll be really SELFISH. I know I can't leave my family behind.
So I just decided, kahapon lang after a long period of thinking, na sa School B nalang ako mag-aaral, kahit maikli ang skirt, kahit hindi malayo, ok na sa akin. Naisip ko rin naman na, makakapag-ipon ako, makakauwi ng maaga at makakapagpahinga, at may chance maging scholar. Dun nalang kasi alam kong mahihirapan lang si Papa, hindi ko nalang muna iisipin ang sarili ko. Tutal marami rin naman akong mga kaibigan na don mag-aaral. Pero pero...
Bakit napasaklap naman ata, pumayag na nga ako sa School B eh, pero mas gusto pa ni Papa sa School C? Tsk. Tsk. Kahapon kasi tinext ko si Papa about that. Sa School C nalang daw, sure na may accountancy (sa School B kasi hindi sure) at makakakuha pa ko ng scholarship. Aisxt! Tinitipid nga ako! Nakakainis. Pumayag na nga ako sa School B eh! Tsk. Sabi ni Papa, nasa bata daw yun hindi sa school. Eh kahit na, alam ko naman yun, eh ang mga estudyante kaya dun eh below below kaya ayoko dun, maraming may ayaw dun. Sino bang gaganahan mag-aral dun, kung ayaw mo?. Aaaarrrrgh! Hindi naiintindihan ni Papa. >_< We really need to talk.
Did I ask for too much? Maayos-ayos na school lang naman ang hinihiling ko eh, hindi na nga ako nagtake-up ng exams sa Manila lalo na sa school na gusto ko, PUP dahil magaling sila sa accountancy.Parang hindi ako kilala ni Papa, matataas ang mga pangarap ko, naming magkakapatid. Sana maintindihan naman ako ni Papa, sa kanya rin mapupunta ang lahat ng tagumpay namin balang araw. Minsan nga iniiwasan ko nalang magkwento kahit isa akong makuwentong tao kasi feeling ko minsan, hindi naman nakikinig si Papa, o minsan magkukuwento nga ako pero malilimutan din kinabukasan. Naiiyak ako. At sa tuwing pinapagalitan kami ni Hans, umiiyak ako kasi hindi namin yun ginusto, hindi ko ginustong akuin ang responsibilidad sa bahay. Kapag napapagod ako, gusto kong isisi kay Mama, sana natutulungan n'ya kasi ako. Solo lang akong babae sa bahay, hirap kaya. Namimiss ko na yung dating kami, yung lahat nasa bahay, si Papa nagtatrabaho at pag-uuwi s'ya, sasalubungin naming lahat. Pero mga bata pa kami nun, lumalaki na rin kasi kami.
Naiyak na ako ngayon, hindi ko mapigilan. Marami kasing tumatakbo sa isip ko, nalilito ako.
Naawa ako sa sitwasyon ni Papa pero sana nakikita n'ya ring nahihirapan ako. Sana maintindihan n'ya rin ako. Alam ko, walang dapat sisihin, meron nga d'yan nagtatrabaho na't hindi nakapag-aral. Hindi nakakakain at nagugutom. Walang may kasalanan. Lilipas rin 'tong lungkot ko.
Pasensya na napahaba, gusto ko lang maglabas ng saloobin dahil gusto ko na itong ipagsigawaan, wala kasi akong makuwentuhan sa bahay, sino naman ang makikinig? Mga kaibigan ko naiintindihan ako pero nasa amin na daw ang desisyon tungkol dito! ^^ Kaya mamaya, me and Papa really need to talk para malaman na ang desisyon.
I love you Pa and thank you for everything. Sana payagan mo na ko sa School B, kahit tinalikuran ko na ang School A at ang future ko dun, ang mga schools na napili at nagustuhan ko. Sana huwag na n'ya akong ipilit sa School C. Sana sana sana.
#it's hard >_< so hopeless... :"(((((
Sana maintindihan nila ako! :(
Sana bumalik nalang ang lahat sa dati, yung sama-sama lang kami. ^_^
Monday, December 3, 2012
Lucban Trip.
Yay! Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon. Kumuha kasi akong entrance test sa SLSU, sa Lucban. Actually first time ko sa Lucban, malayo ang byahe, nakakahilo pero carry naman. :))) Kamusta naman yung test? Yakang-yaka nating lahat yun, madali naman eh kaya lang kailangan ng unting bilis kasi mga 40 minutes lang s'ya.
Pagkatapos, nagpunta kaming groto. Umakyat kami sa Kamay ni Hesus, binilang namin yung steps pataas, which is 277 steps. Whoooo! Grabe lang yung hapo at pagod, hihimatayin ata ako. Wahahaa. :DD Pinuntahan rin namin yung Garden of Eden. After all, kumain na kami, nagpahinga at bumili ng mga pasalubong.
Umuwi na kami pagkatapos, dumiretso ako sa bahay ng bestfriend ko kasi naggawa pa kaming project sa MAPEH, huhu, nagkabukol pa ko sa noo, ang shunga ko kasi. Wahaa! Wag ng alamin kung san galing yung bukol, matatawa ka lang. :DDD
Mga 6 na ko nakauwi sa bahay, naghugas ng pinggan, nagsaing and then BAGSAK na!!! :))
Hindi na nga ako nakakain eh. Sobrang antok na ko kasi.
~~~
Pagkagising ko masakit na binti at hita ko, huhu, gawa ata kahapon sa pag-akyat. Hanggang ngayon masakit parin. Yung bukol ko nandito pa. Wahahahaa.
Sige tutulog na muna ako. Medyo masama pa pakiramdam ko eh. :"))) Bye-bye ^_^
#hindi ako nakapagupload ng pictures, sayang! >_<
Pagkatapos, nagpunta kaming groto. Umakyat kami sa Kamay ni Hesus, binilang namin yung steps pataas, which is 277 steps. Whoooo! Grabe lang yung hapo at pagod, hihimatayin ata ako. Wahahaa. :DD Pinuntahan rin namin yung Garden of Eden. After all, kumain na kami, nagpahinga at bumili ng mga pasalubong.
Umuwi na kami pagkatapos, dumiretso ako sa bahay ng bestfriend ko kasi naggawa pa kaming project sa MAPEH, huhu, nagkabukol pa ko sa noo, ang shunga ko kasi. Wahaa! Wag ng alamin kung san galing yung bukol, matatawa ka lang. :DDD
Mga 6 na ko nakauwi sa bahay, naghugas ng pinggan, nagsaing and then BAGSAK na!!! :))
Hindi na nga ako nakakain eh. Sobrang antok na ko kasi.
~~~
Pagkagising ko masakit na binti at hita ko, huhu, gawa ata kahapon sa pag-akyat. Hanggang ngayon masakit parin. Yung bukol ko nandito pa. Wahahahaa.
Sige tutulog na muna ako. Medyo masama pa pakiramdam ko eh. :"))) Bye-bye ^_^
#hindi ako nakapagupload ng pictures, sayang! >_<
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Nakita ko ulit s'ya kahapon.
Habang solo akong naglalakad pauwi, natanaw ko siya sa hindi kalayuan.
We're on different direction, ako pa-north, s'ya pa-west, i mean sila, kasi may kasama pa s'yang isang lalaki.
I'm walking forward at sila din, habang papatawid ako sa kalsada, I saw him looking at me, maybe my imagination, but no!, Ya, he was looking at me. So nagdiretso nalang ako ng lakad at nang nakatawid na ako, binilisan ko ang lakad dahil magkakasalubong kami (nasa unahan n'ya ako). I passed at him, while I to the north and he to the west, sakto may malaking building!, hindi ko na s'ya ulit natanaw nang lumingon ako nung medyo nakalayo na ako.
There's just a smile on my face until I got home. :)))
Minsan ko na rin s'yang nakikita sa school, nung iba pa yung room na pinupuntahan namin, pagkakagaling sa canteen for lunch. 'Pag paalis na kami, lagi ko s'yang nakakasalubong, then in those days, medyo parang crush ko na s'ya. I mean CRUSH ko na nga s'ya! :DD
He's taller than me, white pero yung tama lang, cute na pogi, have a nice smile. He's 4th year like me, pero hindi ko alam ang section n'ya kaya hindi ko alam kung san ang room n'ya.. :"(((
Oks lang yun! Malalaman ko rin yan. ^_^
Kanina nga patingin-tingin ako sa pinto ng classroom namin, maybe he'll passed by, dati kasi nakikita ko s'yang dumadaan sa hallway 'pag papasok. :D
And I think first time ko s'yang nakita nun by the month of August, may praktis sila sa open gym where was supposed to be our non-permanent room (saglit lang kami dun nag-stay). Hindi ko lang sure kung s'ya nga yung cute na player na naglalaro ng basketball nun, medyo matagal na din kasi. I still remember he's wearing blue shorts and plain white t-shirt. YAY! :DD
Dahil hindi ko pa alam ang name n'ya, pansamantala ko muna s'yang tatawaging MR.GREEN, kasi naka-green t-shirt s'ya ng makasalubong ko kahapon. ^_^
#Pat <3 MR.GREEN
(Pero syempre si Baby CAV, mahal na mahal ko yan!. The best yan eh! ^_^ Saranghaeyo CAV! <3)
Habang solo akong naglalakad pauwi, natanaw ko siya sa hindi kalayuan.
We're on different direction, ako pa-north, s'ya pa-west, i mean sila, kasi may kasama pa s'yang isang lalaki.
I'm walking forward at sila din, habang papatawid ako sa kalsada, I saw him looking at me, maybe my imagination, but no!, Ya, he was looking at me. So nagdiretso nalang ako ng lakad at nang nakatawid na ako, binilisan ko ang lakad dahil magkakasalubong kami (nasa unahan n'ya ako). I passed at him, while I to the north and he to the west, sakto may malaking building!, hindi ko na s'ya ulit natanaw nang lumingon ako nung medyo nakalayo na ako.
There's just a smile on my face until I got home. :)))
Minsan ko na rin s'yang nakikita sa school, nung iba pa yung room na pinupuntahan namin, pagkakagaling sa canteen for lunch. 'Pag paalis na kami, lagi ko s'yang nakakasalubong, then in those days, medyo parang crush ko na s'ya. I mean CRUSH ko na nga s'ya! :DD
He's taller than me, white pero yung tama lang, cute na pogi, have a nice smile. He's 4th year like me, pero hindi ko alam ang section n'ya kaya hindi ko alam kung san ang room n'ya.. :"(((
Oks lang yun! Malalaman ko rin yan. ^_^
Kanina nga patingin-tingin ako sa pinto ng classroom namin, maybe he'll passed by, dati kasi nakikita ko s'yang dumadaan sa hallway 'pag papasok. :D
And I think first time ko s'yang nakita nun by the month of August, may praktis sila sa open gym where was supposed to be our non-permanent room (saglit lang kami dun nag-stay). Hindi ko lang sure kung s'ya nga yung cute na player na naglalaro ng basketball nun, medyo matagal na din kasi. I still remember he's wearing blue shorts and plain white t-shirt. YAY! :DD
Dahil hindi ko pa alam ang name n'ya, pansamantala ko muna s'yang tatawaging MR.GREEN, kasi naka-green t-shirt s'ya ng makasalubong ko kahapon. ^_^
#Pat <3 MR.GREEN
(Pero syempre si Baby CAV, mahal na mahal ko yan!. The best yan eh! ^_^ Saranghaeyo CAV! <3)
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Yum!
This site was mouth-watering.
Yum! I love eating! Munch-munch! :DD
There's a lot of foods, recipes and menus you can make on your own at home. :))
Lots and lots of yummy foods.
So if you like cooking, baking or even experementing foods on your own, like me
come look at this site ---> http://www.rdasia.com/food-and-recipes
I found this site while reading a RDA mag. ;)
#RDA ( Reader's Digest Asia mag.)
Trust me, you can lots of ideas in here. :D
Yum! I love eating! Munch-munch! :DD
There's a lot of foods, recipes and menus you can make on your own at home. :))
Lots and lots of yummy foods.
So if you like cooking, baking or even experementing foods on your own, like me
come look at this site ---> http://www.rdasia.com/food-and-recipes
I found this site while reading a RDA mag. ;)
#RDA ( Reader's Digest Asia mag.)
Trust me, you can lots of ideas in here. :D
"The 12 Commandments of Wealth"
While reading a Reader's Digest magazine, I found this article. Hihi.
Nah! I would like to share this to you, helpful in other ways. ;))
The 12 Commandments of Wealth:
1. Seek money for money's sake. (and ye shall not find)
2. Find your perfect pitch. (Know your strengths and weaknesses)
3. Be your own boss.
4. Get addicted to ambition. (like I am! :D)
5. Wake up early. Be early. (Ang masipag ay daig ng maagap)
6. Don't set goals.
7. Fail so you can succeed.
8. Location doesn't matter. (success can take place anywhere)
9. Moor yourself to morals.
10. Say YES to sales. (Yeah right! :D)
11. Borrow from the best. (and the worst)
12. Never retire!
That's all. :D
I found it interesting reading articles in Reader's Digest magazines.
But still I like CANDY Mag. :D Thumbs up? ;)
Nah! I would like to share this to you, helpful in other ways. ;))
The 12 Commandments of Wealth:
1. Seek money for money's sake. (and ye shall not find)
2. Find your perfect pitch. (Know your strengths and weaknesses)
3. Be your own boss.
4. Get addicted to ambition. (like I am! :D)
5. Wake up early. Be early. (Ang masipag ay daig ng maagap)
6. Don't set goals.
7. Fail so you can succeed.
8. Location doesn't matter. (success can take place anywhere)
9. Moor yourself to morals.
10. Say YES to sales. (Yeah right! :D)
11. Borrow from the best. (and the worst)
12. Never retire!
That's all. :D
I found it interesting reading articles in Reader's Digest magazines.
But still I like CANDY Mag. :D Thumbs up? ;)
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Sweet dreams. :))
Katatapos lang ng LS ni Baby CAV. :))
Cute cute talaga YAY! :D
I love you Clarence Adrian Villafuerte. <3
Goodnight. ;)
Cute cute talaga YAY! :D
I love you Clarence Adrian Villafuerte. <3
Goodnight. ;)
Starry Night.
I don't know anything with certainty, but seeing the stars makes me dream.
I dream my painting and I paint my dream.
At present I absolutely want to paint a starry sky. It often seems to me that night is still more richly coloured than the day; having hues of the most intense violets, blues and greens. If only you pay attnetion to it, you will see that certain stars are lemon- yellows, others pink or a green. And without expectating on this theme; it is obvious that putting little white dots on the blue- black is not enough to paint a starry sky.
To look at the stars always makes me dream, as simply as I dream over the black dots of a map representing town and villages. Why, I ask myself, should the shining dots of the sky not be as accessible as the black dots on the map of Frace?
When I have a terrible need of- shall I say the word- religion, then I go out and paint the stars.
For my part I know nthing with any certainty, but the ight of the stars makes me dream.
- Mr. Vincent Van Goh.
Stories Taken Up When I was in Junior High.
My attention is on our English teacher when I was in Junior High, she always shares us new stories every week and even sharing her own stories, true to life. I loved reading and knowing these kind of stories she's taking up. They can give such lessons in life. I wished that all of the English teachers can be like her. Ma'am Dela Cruz, thank you for all your teachings and sharing us your stories and these stories below.
The Stories:
1. Monkey's Paw
2. Jonathan Livingston Seagull
3. Gift of the Maji
4. Father's Eye
5. One Eyed Mother and Son
6. The Man with a Hoe
7. The Necklace
8. Father and Son
9. The Circus
10. The Parting
11. The Last Leaf
12. The Secret for Two
13. Starry Starry Night.
POEMS:
14. Invictus
15. Richard Cory
My favorite among them are no.s 1, 5, 6, 7, 11, 12, 13. They're touching and so inspirational.
Well all of them are inspirational but those are my favorites. Hope you'll read them for it's worth the read. :)
Good night. :D
-Pat. <3 cookie'sskittles
The Stories:
1. Monkey's Paw
2. Jonathan Livingston Seagull
3. Gift of the Maji
4. Father's Eye
5. One Eyed Mother and Son
6. The Man with a Hoe
7. The Necklace
8. Father and Son
9. The Circus
10. The Parting
11. The Last Leaf
12. The Secret for Two
13. Starry Starry Night.
POEMS:
14. Invictus
15. Richard Cory
My favorite among them are no.s 1, 5, 6, 7, 11, 12, 13. They're touching and so inspirational.
Well all of them are inspirational but those are my favorites. Hope you'll read them for it's worth the read. :)
Good night. :D
-Pat. <3 cookie'sskittles
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
House. ^^
Pinost ko lang dito para hindi ako mahirapan maghanap ulit.
To be edited, activity namin sa computer lab. :))
GIMP <3
Ito yung i-eedit ko .Hihi.
Nag-sample edit ako, laro-laro lang. LOL.
Pinag-aralan lang yung mga colors na gagamitin ko.
There, below. :PP
Never mind this..
Hahaa. Ampanget noh!.
Wag nang pansinin. :DD
Wahahaa. :D
Hello sa archi. nito.
Thanks! ;)
To be edited, activity namin sa computer lab. :))
GIMP <3
Nag-sample edit ako, laro-laro lang. LOL.
Pinag-aralan lang yung mga colors na gagamitin ko.
There, below. :PP
Never mind this..
Wag nang pansinin. :DD
Wahahaa. :D
Hello sa archi. nito.
Thanks! ;)
Monday, November 19, 2012
Sayonara!
Wah!. I changed my blog's template. It's kinda hard to pick the theme, but hehe, idk, is it okay?
Tomorrow, may pasok na ulit.
Hindi na kami lumilipat ng room, kasi permanent room na namin ang aming natatanging room 10. :))
Okay na yun, at least solo namin. Wahahaa! :DD
Sese. Goodnight.
#sarap mangarap. ;)
Tomorrow, may pasok na ulit.
Hindi na kami lumilipat ng room, kasi permanent room na namin ang aming natatanging room 10. :))
Okay na yun, at least solo namin. Wahahaa! :DD
Sese. Goodnight.
#sarap mangarap. ;)
Konichiwa! ^_^
Wahhh. I really missed updating here.
I didn't tell anything about me since a month. 0_0 Wah! Yeah a month!
Hihi.. I'm so fine, I mean great!
Even though we have friend problem, I know we can overcome about that.
By the way, there's lot of things happened. It's our 3rd grading now, I hope to improved. ;))
What's with that title? Traveeeeeeeel! ^_^
Ahemmm!. I'm just looking for researches about JAPAN. Our first destination to travel with my friend, or friendss. Hehee. (LOL)
Nah! It will happen after years, idk how many years, but it's a promise, we're going there and to Korea. :D
Kyaaaaa!. I'm so excited about that. But by the way, I'm more excited on February, we're going to EK, Dwight's birthday. I hope that it will be super duper fun! :)) Yeah!. I know that! -_- I know it will be.
*Basta kasama mga kaibigan, MASAYA! :DD
Wahaaa. Hihi.
Ge I'll continue researching, wala lang akong assignments o dapat gawin eh kaya dito ko nalang binubuhos ang spare time ko.
Last, I love TOP. <3
#TBYD, NTBTG <3 YAY!
I didn't tell anything about me since a month. 0_0 Wah! Yeah a month!
Hihi.. I'm so fine, I mean great!
Even though we have friend problem, I know we can overcome about that.
By the way, there's lot of things happened. It's our 3rd grading now, I hope to improved. ;))
What's with that title? Traveeeeeeeel! ^_^
Ahemmm!. I'm just looking for researches about JAPAN. Our first destination to travel with my friend, or friendss. Hehee. (LOL)
Nah! It will happen after years, idk how many years, but it's a promise, we're going there and to Korea. :D
Kyaaaaa!. I'm so excited about that. But by the way, I'm more excited on February, we're going to EK, Dwight's birthday. I hope that it will be super duper fun! :)) Yeah!. I know that! -_- I know it will be.
*Basta kasama mga kaibigan, MASAYA! :DD
Wahaaa. Hihi.
Ge I'll continue researching, wala lang akong assignments o dapat gawin eh kaya dito ko nalang binubuhos ang spare time ko.
Last, I love TOP. <3
#TBYD, NTBTG <3 YAY!
Starlight *_*
Last post ng song sa RED album. Hihii.
Medyo sinipag ako ngayong araw. Tagal ko na ring hindi nakakapag-update here eh.
I supah missed my blog.
* Starlight *_*
(I wanna sing this and Treacherous with my true love someday. HOHOO ~)
I said oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight
Like we're made of starlight
I met Bobby on the boardwalk, summer of '45
Picks me up, play one night at the window
He was 17 and crazy, running wild, wild
Can't remember what song it was playing when we walked in
The night we snuck into a yacht club party
Pretending to be a duchess and a prince
I said oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
He said look at you worrying so much about things you can't change
You'll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way
He was trying to skip rocks on the ocean saying to me
Don't you see the starlight, starlight?
Don't you dream impossible things?
Oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Ooh ooh he's talking crazy
Ooh ooh dancing with me
Ooh ooh we could get married
Have ten kids and teach them how to dream
[Guitar Instrumental]
Oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Like starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Don't you see the starlight starlight
Don't you dream impossible things
Medyo sinipag ako ngayong araw. Tagal ko na ring hindi nakakapag-update here eh.
I supah missed my blog.
* Starlight *_*
(I wanna sing this and Treacherous with my true love someday. HOHOO ~)
I said oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight
Like we're made of starlight
I met Bobby on the boardwalk, summer of '45
Picks me up, play one night at the window
He was 17 and crazy, running wild, wild
Can't remember what song it was playing when we walked in
The night we snuck into a yacht club party
Pretending to be a duchess and a prince
I said oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
He said look at you worrying so much about things you can't change
You'll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way
He was trying to skip rocks on the ocean saying to me
Don't you see the starlight, starlight?
Don't you dream impossible things?
Oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Ooh ooh he's talking crazy
Ooh ooh dancing with me
Ooh ooh we could get married
Have ten kids and teach them how to dream
[Guitar Instrumental]
Oh my, what a marvellous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines, and we were dancing, dancing
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we're made of starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Like starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Don't you see the starlight starlight
Don't you dream impossible things
RED n_n
From the title of the album itself. RED.
One of the songs I loved in her album.
She's really awesome!. Kyaaaaa! <3
*Here is Red.
(I would like to record my voice and upload it in soundcloud. Hihi)
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once you’re already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Oh red burning red
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red!
Darling it was red!
Oh, losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red
We're burning red
And that's why he's spinning round in my head
Comes back to me burning red
Yeah yeah
Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
One of the songs I loved in her album.
She's really awesome!. Kyaaaaa! <3
*Here is Red.
(I would like to record my voice and upload it in soundcloud. Hihi)
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once you’re already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Oh red burning red
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red!
Darling it was red!
Oh, losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red
We're burning red
And that's why he's spinning round in my head
Comes back to me burning red
Yeah yeah
Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Begin Again.
Here is the other one. :)))
It's cute, the tune is, the story, the meaning and Taylor as well.
*Here is Begin Again. (RED)
Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do
Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do
And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again
You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do
And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again
And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past
And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again
TREACHEROUS ^^
When I first heard this song. I was hooked.
It was awesome, the meaning too. :DD
I love Taylor really, that much! :*
I'll post the other songs that I loved from her album RED ;)
* Here is TREACHEROUS.
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don't touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Till the gravity's too much
And ill do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And i'd be smart to walk away
But you're quick sand
This slope is Treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is Treacherous
And I I I like it
I can't decide if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along
Forever going with the flow but you're friction
This slope is Treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home, follow you follow you home
This hope is Treacherous
This day dream is dangerous
This hope is Treacherous
I I I , I I I, I I I
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
It was awesome, the meaning too. :DD
I love Taylor really, that much! :*
I'll post the other songs that I loved from her album RED ;)
* Here is TREACHEROUS.
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don't touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Till the gravity's too much
And ill do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And i'd be smart to walk away
But you're quick sand
This slope is Treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is Treacherous
And I I I like it
I can't decide if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along
Forever going with the flow but you're friction
This slope is Treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home, follow you follow you home
This hope is Treacherous
This day dream is dangerous
This hope is Treacherous
I I I , I I I, I I I
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
Friday, October 19, 2012
Sembreak!. :D
Hell yeah!. Sembreak na rin sa wakas. Kahit one week lang ok na, pero inaamin ko na bitin 'to. Whoooosh!. Yay!. 'Di na muna gigising ng maaga, stop na rin muna sa reviews kasi tapos na test and etc. Hihi. Third grading na pagbalik namin, mag-aaral na ulit akong mabuti kasi I'm sure na bababa ako sa top. :( Oks lang yan. :DD
Btw. Bukas nasa Manila kami, mamamasyal sa MOA at ewan ko pa kung sa'an. Exciting 'to, I missed Manila na pati. :)) Then on Sunday may swimming kami, super haggard ng sched. ko ah. Advance Happy Birthday Bhebe Lyra!. Tiyak malelate ako pag-attend ng swimming kasi sa Linggo ang byahe namin pabalik sa house, so susunod nalang ako. On Monday naman, may project na gagawin sa Physics. After all of that, I will rest, all day loooong!. :DD I missed resting for hoursss. :D
Susulitin ko ang one week vacation. ;)
Sige, I'll go to sleep na. Maaga pa kami bukas :)
Wish us a happy and best trip. :D
-Pat <3
Btw. Bukas nasa Manila kami, mamamasyal sa MOA at ewan ko pa kung sa'an. Exciting 'to, I missed Manila na pati. :)) Then on Sunday may swimming kami, super haggard ng sched. ko ah. Advance Happy Birthday Bhebe Lyra!. Tiyak malelate ako pag-attend ng swimming kasi sa Linggo ang byahe namin pabalik sa house, so susunod nalang ako. On Monday naman, may project na gagawin sa Physics. After all of that, I will rest, all day loooong!. :DD I missed resting for hoursss. :D
Susulitin ko ang one week vacation. ;)
Sige, I'll go to sleep na. Maaga pa kami bukas :)
Wish us a happy and best trip. :D
-Pat <3
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Oh Physics!. Why you're so hard?!?. Maybe not, maybe it's because of our teacher, she's not so good in teaching. LOL. Sssssh!. Keep quite. :)))
Well, I failed my Physics exam yesterday. So frustrated. :(( Why? Why?
I tried my best! Maybe I'd lacked in inspiration. :P
Hihi, bawi nalang next time. :))
Gege. Goodnight. :D Sweet dreams.
-Pat. <3
Well, I failed my Physics exam yesterday. So frustrated. :(( Why? Why?
I tried my best! Maybe I'd lacked in inspiration. :P
Hihi, bawi nalang next time. :))
Gege. Goodnight. :D Sweet dreams.
-Pat. <3
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
New Month. Moved On. :)
Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. :DD
I miss this. :))
What happened to me?. Sorry, I'm really busy at the month of September, I mean Super!. >_<
I definitely hate that month!!. Ang daming struggles eh!. School palang, haggard na kaming lahat!. Sunod-sunod lessons and exams. >_< Tapos ang daming problems. :((
I hate you September!. Goodbye!. :)))) Well kahit na darating ka pa next month, eh sana you'll be good to me na, and to my friends too. :)
By the way, yung secret na itinago-tago ko sa mga friends ko, yung post ko with about my problem last September, eh nasabi ko na sa kanila. Tutal October 1 kahapon, kaya yun, new month, really move on na. :)) So glad to reveal that, and they do encourage support me. Bilib sila sakin kasi naitago ko ng matagal yung secret na yun, without telling anyone. :)) Hehe, mga bhebe's ko lang nakakaalam.. :D
So see you tomorrow. Gotta go. I'll be going to eat my dinner. Byeee. :)
-Pat <3
I miss this. :))
What happened to me?. Sorry, I'm really busy at the month of September, I mean Super!. >_<
I definitely hate that month!!. Ang daming struggles eh!. School palang, haggard na kaming lahat!. Sunod-sunod lessons and exams. >_< Tapos ang daming problems. :((
I hate you September!. Goodbye!. :)))) Well kahit na darating ka pa next month, eh sana you'll be good to me na, and to my friends too. :)
By the way, yung secret na itinago-tago ko sa mga friends ko, yung post ko with about my problem last September, eh nasabi ko na sa kanila. Tutal October 1 kahapon, kaya yun, new month, really move on na. :)) So glad to reveal that, and they do encourage support me. Bilib sila sakin kasi naitago ko ng matagal yung secret na yun, without telling anyone. :)) Hehe, mga bhebe's ko lang nakakaalam.. :D
So see you tomorrow. Gotta go. I'll be going to eat my dinner. Byeee. :)
-Pat <3
Thursday, September 13, 2012
OW.
Ow. I missed you blog. :(
I missed posting in here. I'm getting to busy this past few days. My school schedule was back to normal, doing homeworks, reports and projects all the time, reviewing lessons for daily quiz. Whoooosh!. And trying to be very busy to forget someone. LOL :D
Nahh. I'm really really okay now. No more problems. They're all gone, I conquered them all with the help of friends and love ones and God. :)) Thankssssssss <3
It's really good to be happy. :)
Inhale LOVE, Exhale HATE. -LA
Haaaaaaaah! <3
-Patricia E. (LAKB)
I missed posting in here. I'm getting to busy this past few days. My school schedule was back to normal, doing homeworks, reports and projects all the time, reviewing lessons for daily quiz. Whoooosh!. And trying to be very busy to forget someone. LOL :D
Nahh. I'm really really okay now. No more problems. They're all gone, I conquered them all with the help of friends and love ones and God. :)) Thankssssssss <3
It's really good to be happy. :)
Inhale LOVE, Exhale HATE. -LA
Haaaaaaaah! <3
-Patricia E. (LAKB)
Friday, September 7, 2012
I'm Back! :))
Hey everyone!. Muli akong nagbabalik. Sorry 'di na ko nakakapagpost masyado this past few days gawa ng aking recovery sa problems. Wahahaha. Now I'm ok na. :))) Swear!
Ahhhmmmm, 'di ko naman nalimutan 'tong blog ko, nauubusan lang ng oras tsaka 'di pa ko ganong nakakapag-open up sa mga nararamdaman ko ngayon tsaka this past few days kahit kanino, kahit sa friends ko. Hihi. Pero masaya na talaga ako. :)) I'll tell everything to my friends at the right time, maybe sa October 1. Maybe dito din. :)) But I can't tell all the details 'cause some our private. Hehehe. :)
So, gotta go to sleep. We still have classes tomorrow. Kyaaaaaa!. Too tired.
Bye. <3
#People are people and sometimes we change our minds. -T.Swift
-Patricia E. (LAKB <3)
Ahhhmmmm, 'di ko naman nalimutan 'tong blog ko, nauubusan lang ng oras tsaka 'di pa ko ganong nakakapag-open up sa mga nararamdaman ko ngayon tsaka this past few days kahit kanino, kahit sa friends ko. Hihi. Pero masaya na talaga ako. :)) I'll tell everything to my friends at the right time, maybe sa October 1. Maybe dito din. :)) But I can't tell all the details 'cause some our private. Hehehe. :)
So, gotta go to sleep. We still have classes tomorrow. Kyaaaaaa!. Too tired.
Bye. <3
#People are people and sometimes we change our minds. -T.Swift
-Patricia E. (LAKB <3)
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Not A Great Day. :(
Everybody love, everybody get hurt, everybody have to let go, everybody have to move on.
But not me, not yet, I need to know the truth first. I want proof!
What a bad day!. Pagkagising ko palang eh. Ang pangit kasi ng panaginip ko. It has something related to my best, hindi daw siya totoo. Umiyak ako ng umiyak sa panaginip ko. Then pagkamulat ng mata ko, napaisip ako, parang may hindi magandang mangyayari ngayon. Nagsimula lang yan sa panaginip.
I ringed my best phone to see kung open na yung phone nya, then nagring!, meaning open na. Tapos may sumagot, babae, baka yung tita nya, edi binabaan ko, mamaya nalang siguro.
Then after several minutes, tinawagan ko ulet, yung babae ulit yung sumagot!.
Ang dami nyang sinabi sakin. She said na siya ang asawa. She said hurtful words na naging cause para hindi ako makapagsalita, hinayaan ko nalang syang magbaba ng phone. :( Then she ended it up. Pagkabitaw ko ng phone, bigla akong umiyak. Sobrang hindi ko na kaya!. As in, para akong namatayan, wait mas malala pa dun. Buti nalang nasa kama pa 'ko, I take time to stay there. At buti nalang walang tao sa bahay, I had time to cry. I then realizing something, parang may significance sila nung panaginip ko!. Really!. Parang may meaning yung panaginip na yun eh, may pinapahiwatig, parang unti-unti ko nang nalalaman. I called my friends on the phone, walang sumasagot, mga tulog pa ata, maaga pa kasi nun, merong isang sumagot, sa James, ayun hinayaan niya lang akong umiyak. After that, iyak pa rin ako ng iyak.
Lumilipad ang isip ko hanggang ngayon, wala ako sa wisyong mag-isip. Pero ang kailangan ko lang naman malaman eh yung totoo. I need to talk to my bestfriend!. ASAP!. Yun lang ang tanging paraan, pero paano?, nasa babae yung phone nya, siya lang ang makakagawa ng paraan para makausap ako. Sana bilis-bilisan nyang gumawa ng paraan.
Masakit para sakin, hindi ko talaga alam kung anong paniniwalaan ko sa mga oras na 'to. Hahayaan ko lang siyang makontak ako. I won't make a move. :)) I have to think before speak. Pero naaawa rin ako sa kanya, basta, I know him for 9 months na, but do I really know him?. Ah Ewan!. I had this strange feeling. >_<
Walang malinaw sakin ngayon, I need time to think. Wala pa kong sinasabihan nitong problema ko, saka na pag ok na ako. :))
Nalilito ako. Imposible kasing magsinungaling nya, all this time, for 9 months? Pero ewan ko. Bahala na. I'll just go with the flow and wait for his call. :))
Cheer up Patricia! :D
Ei Happy Birthday pala Bhebe Shaira Del Rosario!. Iloveyah sis. :)
May lakad pa nga pala ako, may practice sa AP tapos sa house nila Shai. Babye!. Keep safe everyone!
#I'll be better soon. Someone needs patience and trust, and that's me.
-Patricia E. (I won't put any initial, that initial was his initial. </3) >_<
But not me, not yet, I need to know the truth first. I want proof!
What a bad day!. Pagkagising ko palang eh. Ang pangit kasi ng panaginip ko. It has something related to my best, hindi daw siya totoo. Umiyak ako ng umiyak sa panaginip ko. Then pagkamulat ng mata ko, napaisip ako, parang may hindi magandang mangyayari ngayon. Nagsimula lang yan sa panaginip.
I ringed my best phone to see kung open na yung phone nya, then nagring!, meaning open na. Tapos may sumagot, babae, baka yung tita nya, edi binabaan ko, mamaya nalang siguro.
Then after several minutes, tinawagan ko ulet, yung babae ulit yung sumagot!.
Ang dami nyang sinabi sakin. She said na siya ang asawa. She said hurtful words na naging cause para hindi ako makapagsalita, hinayaan ko nalang syang magbaba ng phone. :( Then she ended it up. Pagkabitaw ko ng phone, bigla akong umiyak. Sobrang hindi ko na kaya!. As in, para akong namatayan, wait mas malala pa dun. Buti nalang nasa kama pa 'ko, I take time to stay there. At buti nalang walang tao sa bahay, I had time to cry. I then realizing something, parang may significance sila nung panaginip ko!. Really!. Parang may meaning yung panaginip na yun eh, may pinapahiwatig, parang unti-unti ko nang nalalaman. I called my friends on the phone, walang sumasagot, mga tulog pa ata, maaga pa kasi nun, merong isang sumagot, sa James, ayun hinayaan niya lang akong umiyak. After that, iyak pa rin ako ng iyak.
Lumilipad ang isip ko hanggang ngayon, wala ako sa wisyong mag-isip. Pero ang kailangan ko lang naman malaman eh yung totoo. I need to talk to my bestfriend!. ASAP!. Yun lang ang tanging paraan, pero paano?, nasa babae yung phone nya, siya lang ang makakagawa ng paraan para makausap ako. Sana bilis-bilisan nyang gumawa ng paraan.
Masakit para sakin, hindi ko talaga alam kung anong paniniwalaan ko sa mga oras na 'to. Hahayaan ko lang siyang makontak ako. I won't make a move. :)) I have to think before speak. Pero naaawa rin ako sa kanya, basta, I know him for 9 months na, but do I really know him?. Ah Ewan!. I had this strange feeling. >_<
Walang malinaw sakin ngayon, I need time to think. Wala pa kong sinasabihan nitong problema ko, saka na pag ok na ako. :))
Nalilito ako. Imposible kasing magsinungaling nya, all this time, for 9 months? Pero ewan ko. Bahala na. I'll just go with the flow and wait for his call. :))
Cheer up Patricia! :D
Ei Happy Birthday pala Bhebe Shaira Del Rosario!. Iloveyah sis. :)
May lakad pa nga pala ako, may practice sa AP tapos sa house nila Shai. Babye!. Keep safe everyone!
#I'll be better soon. Someone needs patience and trust, and that's me.
-Patricia E. (I won't put any initial, that initial was his initial. </3) >_<
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
IMY. :(
What day is it?
Yeah. Tuesday. August 28.
I haven't talked to you yet best.
Your phone was off all day from August 26. :(
How sad. Did you forget about me?. Chosss!. Emote lang.
Hehe. Eh kasi naman!. Ang tagal na, magti 3 days na rin noh!.
Wala pang maganda-gandang nangyayari sa pagiging 16 ko matapos yung birthday ko, yun lang yung masaya eh. >_<
Kahapon, yung mga friends ko hindi ako madamayan sa pangungulila ko sayo kasi may problems din sila, alam ko namang mas malala yung kanila, mga gustong lumayas at pumatay eh. Wahaha. Hanggang salita lang naman yun sila, they're good. :))
:( Haaayyy. Wala naman akong ginagawa, nakikinig lang nang mga sad songs na patama sa nararamdaman ko mula pa August 26 nang hapon. :((
May ikukwento pala ako. Wahahaha. Last August 26 ng tanghale.
Ganto kasi yan, nagpaalam sa'kin si best na pupunta sa tita nyang mataray kasi may kukunin sya. Wag daw muna akong tumawag kasi baka yun yung makasagot like nung gabi ng bday ko, yung tita nyang mataray ang nakasagot. Wahahaha
So mga tangahali nagmiss-call lang ako sayo. Biglang may nagtext. Number nya (=^_^=). Sabi....
=^_^=: Hoy, babae ka. Kapatid nya 2. (At first akala ko hindi patanong, akala ko dinuduro ako eh!)
Me: Opo. :) (eh wala namang kapatid si best ah)
=^_^=: Gf ka nya?
Me: Hindi po. Bestfriends lang po kami. :)
=^_^=: Siguraduhin nyo lang. Alam niyo bang may asawa na siya?. Wag niyong nilalandi ang asawa ko, 'di nyo ko kilala.
Me: Don't worry po. Bestfriends lang kami. :) (at first nasaktan ako, what?. may asawa na si best. Oh impossible!. Then I realized, parang may mali eh.)
=^_^=: Siguraduhin niyo lang. Kanina nga nag-away pa kami nun, 'di ko pinayagang umalis.
Me: Eh?. Ang sabi po sakin ni best pupunta daw po sya sa tita nya.
(No reply)
Me: Sino ka po ba? (I started to realize something)
(No reply)
Me: Hu u po ba?
=^_^=: Tita niya 2. Bakit? (wahahaha!. Echusera!. choss lang!)
Me. :)) Sabi na nga po ba eh. Helow po.
Wahahaha. Ang mataray nyang tita lang pala, sabi na eh. Wahahaha. Dapat nga sasabihin kong. "Ang sabi po sakin ni best pupunta daw po sya sa tita nyang MATARAY!" Wahahaha. Nakakatawa talaga. :DD
:( Pero after that, 'di ka na talaga nagparadam, hanggang now. :(
Ewan ko nga kung ano ng nangyari sa phone mo eh, baka tinapon o tinago ng tita mong mataray!. Wahaha. Chosss lang!. :P
Hoyyyy magparamdam ka na nga!. Nabobored na 'kong pakinggan 'to.
"Don't Forget" by Demi Lovato.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HulFsv72h3Y
Pssssst. I MISS YOU. :(
-Patricia E. (LAKB) <3
Yeah. Tuesday. August 28.
I haven't talked to you yet best.
Your phone was off all day from August 26. :(
How sad. Did you forget about me?. Chosss!. Emote lang.
Hehe. Eh kasi naman!. Ang tagal na, magti 3 days na rin noh!.
Wala pang maganda-gandang nangyayari sa pagiging 16 ko matapos yung birthday ko, yun lang yung masaya eh. >_<
Kahapon, yung mga friends ko hindi ako madamayan sa pangungulila ko sayo kasi may problems din sila, alam ko namang mas malala yung kanila, mga gustong lumayas at pumatay eh. Wahaha. Hanggang salita lang naman yun sila, they're good. :))
:( Haaayyy. Wala naman akong ginagawa, nakikinig lang nang mga sad songs na patama sa nararamdaman ko mula pa August 26 nang hapon. :((
May ikukwento pala ako. Wahahaha. Last August 26 ng tanghale.
Ganto kasi yan, nagpaalam sa'kin si best na pupunta sa tita nyang mataray kasi may kukunin sya. Wag daw muna akong tumawag kasi baka yun yung makasagot like nung gabi ng bday ko, yung tita nyang mataray ang nakasagot. Wahahaha
So mga tangahali nagmiss-call lang ako sayo. Biglang may nagtext. Number nya (=^_^=). Sabi....
=^_^=: Hoy, babae ka. Kapatid nya 2. (At first akala ko hindi patanong, akala ko dinuduro ako eh!)
Me: Opo. :) (eh wala namang kapatid si best ah)
=^_^=: Gf ka nya?
Me: Hindi po. Bestfriends lang po kami. :)
=^_^=: Siguraduhin nyo lang. Alam niyo bang may asawa na siya?. Wag niyong nilalandi ang asawa ko, 'di nyo ko kilala.
Me: Don't worry po. Bestfriends lang kami. :) (at first nasaktan ako, what?. may asawa na si best. Oh impossible!. Then I realized, parang may mali eh.)
=^_^=: Siguraduhin niyo lang. Kanina nga nag-away pa kami nun, 'di ko pinayagang umalis.
Me: Eh?. Ang sabi po sakin ni best pupunta daw po sya sa tita nya.
(No reply)
Me: Sino ka po ba? (I started to realize something)
(No reply)
Me: Hu u po ba?
=^_^=: Tita niya 2. Bakit? (wahahaha!. Echusera!. choss lang!)
Me. :)) Sabi na nga po ba eh. Helow po.
Wahahaha. Ang mataray nyang tita lang pala, sabi na eh. Wahahaha. Dapat nga sasabihin kong. "Ang sabi po sakin ni best pupunta daw po sya sa tita nyang MATARAY!" Wahahaha. Nakakatawa talaga. :DD
:( Pero after that, 'di ka na talaga nagparadam, hanggang now. :(
Ewan ko nga kung ano ng nangyari sa phone mo eh, baka tinapon o tinago ng tita mong mataray!. Wahaha. Chosss lang!. :P
Hoyyyy magparamdam ka na nga!. Nabobored na 'kong pakinggan 'to.
"Don't Forget" by Demi Lovato.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HulFsv72h3Y
Pssssst. I MISS YOU. :(
-Patricia E. (LAKB) <3
Saturday, August 25, 2012
The Best Day! :D
People may never seem.
How lovely this world can be.
How happy this day to me.
I've always want to feel. :DD
Weeee. 16 na 'ko. Goodbye 15. :)) I leaved 15 happily. :)
It was the best birthday for me ever.
Actually Intrams namin today, after nang opening umalis na kami.
But before pa kami makasakay ng jeep umulan ng sobrang lakas, mas maaga sana kaming makaka-alis kung 'di lang dahil kay Bhebe Lyra. Wahahaha. LOL. Inintay pa kasi namin siya. :P
Nang nasa mall na kami, kumain muna sa Chowking, picture picture. :)
Then libot-libot. We are lossing time kasi mga 5 na kami nakapuntang mall. So we have to fixed our time para mag-enjoy. :)
After kumain, nagpunta kami sa WOF (World Of Fun). And yeah. Super Duper Mega Fun!. We had so much fun. :))) Ang saya saya. Nagbasketball kami at kung anu-ano pang games. We're collecting tickets as well. :)) Yung mga tickets na naipon namin, pinapalit na namin with rings, assorted colors ang pinili namin, we are 8 there, so lahat kami may rings. :)) (Akin white).
After those games, nag ESKOPETA kami, target shooting. Wahaha. Nakabaril ako, pero malayo sa eye. wahaha. At least nakatama!. LOL. Masaya din. Nakakatawa si James, takot sa putok ng baril. ! Waha.
After nun, picture-picture then nagkantahan naman kami. At that time nagwoworry na sila, baka mapagalitan ng parents, magse 7 na kasi ng gabi nun. Then nagpaalam sila for more hours. :))
Kumanta na kaming magkakaibigan, mga 10 songs siya lahat, ang saya!!. :)
Matapos kumanta, nag-games uli kami for the last time, then naglibot-libot at picture-picture everywhere. :))
Tapos yeah. It's time for us to go home. Mga almost 8 na sila umuwi. Nagpaiwan ako kasama pinsan ko kasi may bibilhin pa 'ko. :)) Kasama pinsan ko, nagpunta kaming bookstore, bumili akong books of course. :)) 2 sila, yung isa "Tourist Trap" tas yung isa "Horror Show". Then nag-Walter Mart kami, but it's too late magsasara na kasi yung mall. Then sabi ko wag nalang, next time nalang.
Nagunta nalang kaming Jollibee, at umorder ng B1. ;) Hehe. :)) Then we went home. Mga 9 na kami nakauwi. ^_^
Pagkauwi, binati ako ng ate ko, kain-kain then after several minutes. Pinapasok muna ako ni Ate sa kwarto, pinatay lahat ng ilaw, wahahaha!. (May plan siya, kasabwat si Hans, yung isa ko pang kapatid). Then after mga 5 minutes, pinalabas na 'ko. I was surprised!. May cake tapos may candles sa ibabaw, 16 sila, an cute. (Kahit hindi kalakihan yung cake, I love it, first time kong magblow ng candle over the cake.) :)) I blew all the candles and made a wish. :) Napatalon ako sa saya, muntik na nga akong mapaiyak eh. :)))
It was so unexpected!. So remakable. ^_^
Kahit wala akong handa, ang saya-saya ko. Wala namang perfect birthday eh, but at least, I feel complete!. Kasi pinasaya ako ng mga bhebe ko, ng bestfriend ko, ng family ko, ng mga bumati at naka-alala sa birthday ko at thanks kay Lord for giving me them. :)) It was my best birthday so far. :)) Hope there's more....
#I had the best day with all of them today. Kahit yung iba hindi ko nakasama, at least binati nila ako. :))
Tulad nila Mama at Best. :))
Gabing-gabi na pala, hindi ko man lang nahalata. Ayoko pang matapos ang araw na 'to. But I have to sleep na. Gooooodnight everyone!!. :)) Sweetdreams. :))
#August25
#happier than ever.
#sweet sixteen
Thanks sa mga nagpasaya sa akin. :)
Sa uulitin......
-Patricia E. (LAKB) <3
How lovely this world can be.
How happy this day to me.
I've always want to feel. :DD
Weeee. 16 na 'ko. Goodbye 15. :)) I leaved 15 happily. :)
It was the best birthday for me ever.
Actually Intrams namin today, after nang opening umalis na kami.
But before pa kami makasakay ng jeep umulan ng sobrang lakas, mas maaga sana kaming makaka-alis kung 'di lang dahil kay Bhebe Lyra. Wahahaha. LOL. Inintay pa kasi namin siya. :P
Nang nasa mall na kami, kumain muna sa Chowking, picture picture. :)
Then libot-libot. We are lossing time kasi mga 5 na kami nakapuntang mall. So we have to fixed our time para mag-enjoy. :)
After kumain, nagpunta kami sa WOF (World Of Fun). And yeah. Super Duper Mega Fun!. We had so much fun. :))) Ang saya saya. Nagbasketball kami at kung anu-ano pang games. We're collecting tickets as well. :)) Yung mga tickets na naipon namin, pinapalit na namin with rings, assorted colors ang pinili namin, we are 8 there, so lahat kami may rings. :)) (Akin white).
After those games, nag ESKOPETA kami, target shooting. Wahaha. Nakabaril ako, pero malayo sa eye. wahaha. At least nakatama!. LOL. Masaya din. Nakakatawa si James, takot sa putok ng baril. ! Waha.
After nun, picture-picture then nagkantahan naman kami. At that time nagwoworry na sila, baka mapagalitan ng parents, magse 7 na kasi ng gabi nun. Then nagpaalam sila for more hours. :))
Kumanta na kaming magkakaibigan, mga 10 songs siya lahat, ang saya!!. :)
Matapos kumanta, nag-games uli kami for the last time, then naglibot-libot at picture-picture everywhere. :))
Tapos yeah. It's time for us to go home. Mga almost 8 na sila umuwi. Nagpaiwan ako kasama pinsan ko kasi may bibilhin pa 'ko. :)) Kasama pinsan ko, nagpunta kaming bookstore, bumili akong books of course. :)) 2 sila, yung isa "Tourist Trap" tas yung isa "Horror Show". Then nag-Walter Mart kami, but it's too late magsasara na kasi yung mall. Then sabi ko wag nalang, next time nalang.
Nagunta nalang kaming Jollibee, at umorder ng B1. ;) Hehe. :)) Then we went home. Mga 9 na kami nakauwi. ^_^
Pagkauwi, binati ako ng ate ko, kain-kain then after several minutes. Pinapasok muna ako ni Ate sa kwarto, pinatay lahat ng ilaw, wahahaha!. (May plan siya, kasabwat si Hans, yung isa ko pang kapatid). Then after mga 5 minutes, pinalabas na 'ko. I was surprised!. May cake tapos may candles sa ibabaw, 16 sila, an cute. (Kahit hindi kalakihan yung cake, I love it, first time kong magblow ng candle over the cake.) :)) I blew all the candles and made a wish. :) Napatalon ako sa saya, muntik na nga akong mapaiyak eh. :)))
It was so unexpected!. So remakable. ^_^
Kahit wala akong handa, ang saya-saya ko. Wala namang perfect birthday eh, but at least, I feel complete!. Kasi pinasaya ako ng mga bhebe ko, ng bestfriend ko, ng family ko, ng mga bumati at naka-alala sa birthday ko at thanks kay Lord for giving me them. :)) It was my best birthday so far. :)) Hope there's more....
#I had the best day with all of them today. Kahit yung iba hindi ko nakasama, at least binati nila ako. :))
Tulad nila Mama at Best. :))
Gabing-gabi na pala, hindi ko man lang nahalata. Ayoko pang matapos ang araw na 'to. But I have to sleep na. Gooooodnight everyone!!. :)) Sweetdreams. :))
#August25
#happier than ever.
#sweet sixteen
Thanks sa mga nagpasaya sa akin. :)
Sa uulitin......
-Patricia E. (LAKB) <3
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